Saturday, October 03, 2009, Blabbered by pyroboy1911 at 2:08 pm
I was at my desk, catching up on Crohn's Disease and Ulcerative Colitis, slowly sipping a cup of coffee while listening to Natasha bedingfield's songs when suddenly my mind roamed away. One thought led to another and now here i am, writing on my blog.

Come to think of it, i was so active 2 years ago. Ideas would just come to me, activities properly planned and jotted down in this small blog of mine. From a simple project like buying a speaker to a big event like traveling all the way to Sunway Pyramid to meet the casts of Why Why Love, this blog would always be updated every 3 days or so. Visitors also increased to all time high, sometimes hitting 30 a day (not many to some but hey, good enough for me). It got so active to the point that i could easily earn money through my blog, more than 100 US Dollars for that few advert posts on my blog. I even won something from a blog writing competition (albeit consolation), a package that includes a series' OST CD, a bottle of beauty lotion (which i later sold for RM50), a polo shirt and some other small goodies.

I wonder what changed. Busy? Not really, since i still got the time to sleep 10 hours today and watched lots of series. Lack of activities? No way, i think i go out for more gatherings and hang out with friends more than when i was back in KL. Take this 2 weeks break for example, countless birthday dinners attended (and will attend as well), 2 paintball sessions, and lots more random dinners with mates.

I think it goes down to lack of passion. Guess i am not as passionate in writing as before. Used to snap pictures from my good ol' Sony Ericsson W700's 2MP camera wherever i go, thinking of pictures to put in my post. Not anymore, even when i have an Olympus u1040 10MP now at my disposal. Can't even be bothered to check how many people visited my blog, even deleted any advert opportunity from my inbox when the rare occasional offers come in.

Oh well, at least you guys get to dive into my mind this time round, and get to read what i'm thinking at this very moment.

7 Comment(s):

At 4:35 pm, Anonymous Anonymous

Hmm...I wont think of it as a downfall.


At 8:57 pm, Blogger pyroboy1911

haha then what is it? :P


At 11:59 pm, Anonymous Anonymous

Just a process called change. =)

Guess as we all get older... our priorities change with our purpose in life. ^ ^

so... before, the need to blog was to stay in touch with friends. But now, it's perhaps prime time to meet new people and build relations. So, you attend more social gatherings and events.

Extensive and detailed planning undertaken before, is not as prominent now. Maybe (and most likely!) you've got wiser. ^ ^ The more matured you, has got better time management, awareness and judgement of your actions and commitments. Leaving the need to plan,redundant for it's perhaps already an innate instinct.


cheer up pyroboy!


At 2:42 am, Blogger pyroboy1911

Hahaha! This looks like something out of your resume or your intern application essay! :P

but yea, guess there's juz better things for me to do as well as enjoy at this point of my life :)


At 7:59 pm, Anonymous Anonymous

Something out of my resume?!~ 0.0....

hope you're feeling better now =)))

Dont we all wish there exists an emotional-GPS.. so we wont ever feel lost in the complexities of life.
I'd be the first to get it!

Speaking of GPSs...
"The wilderness must be explored! Gahh Gahh Rarh!"
heex. hope this brings a smile to you. ^ ^


At 8:10 pm, Blogger pyroboy1911

hahaha, i am not sad in the first place lorr, juz thinking about it :)

and what with the chant? LOL! go get ur badge! :P


At 2:23 pm, Blogger jazz

so u're back yet? =P


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